All of my life I looked up to and wanted to be was a wife to someone in my life  in my eyes that's a  full-time job to make someone happy to care in comfort to honor and cherish Love till death do us part sex is not a priority that's  just a perk  now I find myself at the age of 34 knowing that that possibly will never happen to be born feeling like a female knowing that I cannot produce that hurts me thinking out loud what's the use of living to make myself happy that gets boring after a lifetime thinking out loud I seen this newlyweds couple overheard them talking they look happy why I felt sad feeling as if it will never happen to me  P:S:...... I feel lost right now in life as I realize that where Am I going what Am I doing feeling really lost knowing that I probably lost my chance in life