Restless and weary fingers
continue to assault these keys
Eyes are heavy but my fingers need not see
I can not rest
All I want is to fall into a slumber
Rest indefinitely, never to be the vigilant again
How much longer can I fight this?
How much longer can I fight myself?
Neither side will win
I can not think clearly
but my fingers know enough
Destruction of myself lies ahead
Or I surrender to myself
I choose
Or I don't
I can no longer see what these fingers create
Nor do I want to