I need a nice loyal man sweet and loving and very happy to hug and it's clean shaving and loves camping and watching videos and playing video games and likes building things and likes doing things and loves to give me flowers and would be willing to help me lose weight I'm not heavy heavy I'm just not liking what I have I also need to lose weight reassignment surgery done right now I am stuck and I need to lose weight in order for it to be done safely so I don't end up dying I need date somebody and I'm hoping I'm hoping at the end of everything to be engaged the be somebody's wife yes I'm transgender I'm a trans woman and I'm looking for a trans man and I want somebody and knows how to make me happy and I want to make them happy and I hope they'll be willing to make me happy I believe in strong family values horse I do have issues which I would be more then be willing to discuss with you but I hope you're willing to see me and I know for myself I'm concerned with my safety you don't know me and I don't know you so you want to meet we will do it in a neutral place where it's very busy so we can meet talk and discuss so we can get to know each other this is the safest way I know how to meet somebody without taking the chance of meeting the wrong person sorry but you know it is a dangerous world and I have to think about my safety and I realize you do too I do hope you can understand the necessity of taking security measures it's only the smart thing to do people are being abducted all the time and I don't plan on being one of them but I do need love in my life and in this way I will take the chance of seeing you but only in a very public place it will be a place of mutual agreement so you do your research on the area where I live and I will do the research on your general area of where you live but until we know each other I realize neither of us is going to give the other one their address until we get to know each other so as often as you want until you want to meet and then when you feel comfortable we can go to the next step meeting in a very public place whoever you are I want to know all about you I will be truthful as much as I possibly can and I expect the same from you I'm more than willing to let you do a background check on me yes that's right a background check on me but first you can go out there talk and then and then after that if you have gave the right name I will do a background check on you to make sure I Know Who You Are I expect you to do the same only when we are both comfortable with everything well we can discuss going to the next step the necessity for precautions I don't take chances not when it comes to my life but I need I need a companion I need somebody I can be friends with it can be a very good companion the date and hopefully get engaged to which will lead to getting married at some point but I'm going to be totally upfront with you I don't want to get married in the United States I want to get married outside of the United States also I hope we can come best friends best friends is worthwhile and the most precious gift a person can ever get I have somebody it won't backstab you I'm hoping we can make it work whoever you are cuz I love building things I love cooking I love fixing things I love action adventure Mysteries and whodunits and I love a good challenging game I love hunting fishing camping hiking swimming cross country skiing soccer a Papillon and baseball The discus throw the long jump and bicycle competition in Special Olympics I do all sorts of different sports and I hope you'll join me whoever you are I love cuddling I love kisses and I love hugs and I love being held closely and I love gifts and giving gifts I love being with somebody I want to know you your family your friends your eldest and I want to be with you whoever you are I just hope you're the one I'm also an abdl if you don't know what this mean Google it on the internet or ask me I will be more than happy to tell you I do hope you have room for somebody new like me somebody you love being willing to love and cherish and I hope it won't be for life and never end for What God Says what's your one through marriage never part least I hope I love wearing dresses I love pink purple black and whites and I also like Tye dyes and I like Reds and lavenders and violets I like roses lilacs and I love Valentine's Day and I also love Christmas although I haven't had a good Christmas in a very long time I do hope you believe in doing Christmas and things like this oh and my religious beliefs is keep the Sabbath holy the seventh day and that as far as I know as Saturday I must Seventh-day Adventist /synagogue member although I have not been baptized in yet i believe in any church it exerts the seventh day I'm also looking for other ways of identifying the true religion I don't know what your religious beliefs are and I am having problems in my own faith but I hope I can work it out but anyways I hope to be doing lots of talking with you I do hope you'll seek me the talk to me and I do want to move to a place like Utah I have a favorite Camp up there and that's not the only reason I want to move there they got a decent Special Olympics up there and my transgender reassignment surgent doctor is in Portland Oregon at OHSU Portland University that's Portland University OHSU Oregon with a doctor named dr. Doogie and the be exact that is Doctor Daniel D Doogie and I hope he does a good job fixing my birth defect which I should have never had in the first place but after it's done hopefully I can get as close to being what I should have been in the first place my biggest issues is I have nobody the hug me love me kiss me and hold me close and tell me all going to be okay I have no support structure nobody to help comfort me but I didn't make it this far not being a fighter or I would have did something to myself years ago which I'm hoping the ward off cuz even if I do live in the world but don't like me and don't want me I do hope to find one person it will treat me with respect in the way I want it and wait I want to be cared for and everything it will tell me it's all going to be okay I do hope it will be all okay whoever you are please tell me it's going to be okay