What a beautiful and sweet and delicate and oh so desirable word. But wait, what does it mean exactly? Why is it some languages have a dozen or more words for love and English is stuck with one.

It will be even longer for me because my referral was made later.Basically the NHS's care for transsexuals in the North of England is pathetic. I can't wait for years, it has already taken me far too long. That was time spent reaching psychological readiness so it wasn't a complete waste, but still, I'm rapidly approaching 30 and still haven't done anything concrete about transitioning which is highly distressing.To go private it is roughly £1,000-£1500 for the first year on hormones.