How I envy your Freedom but with that some of you have become so jaded that you don`t trust anybody that has says they just want to be friend, because you think a person has alterior motive .I will be the first one to tell you I am jealous of you,jealous of your courage jealous of your freedom.I am damaged goods"I know this this and I admit It to anyone I have talked to on this site. I am not rich nor poor but will not go to a paid website to meet someone for a quickie.I am trying the best I can to navigate between what society says,and what my heart desires "Truly" I am starting to lose hope ,a friend that at least I thought was a friend told me that she cannot be my friend anymore becuase I have been M.I.A. for weeks, I am looking for a better job and have not been on this site, and for that I am sorry. but In the same  token I would not think that Is a reason to not be my friend,but I care for her and wish her well she Is a GREAT LADY as for me I am thinking about deleting my profile because It seems that people are so mistrusting that they think I want something,when I want NOTHING but your friendship.

I like to think of the publishing business as dating or maybe e-dating. Only I already know they are rich and powerful and they have dozens, maybe thousands, of others trying to get their attention.

I knew I would lose the kids as well as my marriage so it was a painfully hard choice to make. I have never wanted to be rich or famous, just a parent. At thirteen my clock started ticking to have kids and at fifteen I dropped out of school for a while then got a full time job in a factory to support a pregnant woman I fell in love with.