We spend a lot of time worrying and preparing for our future and before you know it, it's here. I do tend to seem a little stand-off-ish at first, even a little bit introverted, but once I get to know someone my protective armour starts to lighten.

Been trying to find a real date for almost 2 years now and so far I've only met guys looking for a one night stand or a 3rd wheel in their marrage bed.  Im defiantly willing to travel if i meet someone special.

Now its raining once again, I have decided to stand up  and let myself open to the reality that pain and heartache are parts of our human lives.

Do you reside within my mind's recess Or do you stand a hand's breadth away? Are you a figment of my imagination Or a promise held at bay?

 why must  the  transgenders, lesbians, bisexuals, gays, crossdressers be hated  so much by  everyone  , i dont understand we are not monsters  or freaks we are people who  want to to be who we  are inside  so for some of us  feel like were in the wrong body so we change that  in yet  the people who cant stand the lgbt people . they take it into their own hands in leave threats in its just torturing  in its just wrong even for the teens who go to school in college more teens in young adults are losing their lives bc of this hatred against the lgbt  it needs to stop before  it gets out of control in beccomes a killing spree