Doogie and the be exact that is Doctor Daniel D Doogie and I hope he does a good job fixing my birth defect which I should have never had in the first place but after it's done hopefully I can get as close to being what I should have been in the first place my biggest issues is I have nobody the hug me love me kiss me and hold me close and tell me all going to be okay I have no support structure nobody to help comfort me but I didn't make it this far not being a fighter or I would have did something to myself years ago which I'm hoping the ward off cuz even if I do live in the world but don't like me and don't want me I do hope to find one person it will treat me with respect in the way I want it and wait I want to be cared for and everything it will tell me it's all going to be okay I do hope it will be all okay whoever you are please tell me it's going to be okay