I guess it was naive of me to expect it to be easy but Jeez...does it have to be quite so hard? I'm talking about relationships of course. I thought going through transition was the toughest time of my life - the loss of friends and family members...

  I am off to get consultations for surgery and I am left to ask myself what does a consultation mean to me? I know what the world, well the usa and Canada at least, think of a consultation in this light- a meeting to discuss and facilitate...

So I finally got around to submitting again. Now I am sure you were all hoping for some bondage talk but I am talking novels for publication. In its own way it is a power game. I do not have the money or resources to publish and market my books and...

  Once again I find myself depressed and alone and I have to ask, am I the only one who gets horny when I am miserable? Everyone else I seem to know wants to be alone or isolated when they get depressed. It is an interesting phenomenon to me...

I had some strange thoughts the other night when contemplating past experiences and my interpretations of them.... What does it mean to be rejected? Is it when a stranger sneers at you for what you look like? Or is it when a friend brushes you off?...